Monday, March 19, 2012

cookies? LOVE poison??

cookies? boyfie made cookies and cupcake for me by his own!
is sweet! the best cookies I had ever eat! *cupcake, I haven try.

when I go in his car,  he just pass me the 2 box, I thought is just something his mom bought for him,
is quite cute n nice box~
But, he ask me to open it, was bit shocked... : "for me???"

"Ya, of cause for u~ "
when I open up, is cookies n cup cake~

" I made it. For u."

know wat? that time, I was not believe what he said, " don't bluff..... "

" why should I bluff??"

till that, feel so sweet, is like some candy syrup pouring down~ LOL

"taste it."

is a nice cookies, is just feel so sweet, not from the cookies scent itself, but from the action he done it for me, feel like I am covering in a big pinkish cotton candy! >.<
know what it have? I know what boyfie put in, sweet love, warm hard work, n some love poison.. just to color up my life.*make it pink??? and make me crazy about him!  ^^

is a huge LOVE poison!

he doesn't really sweet talk, he doesn't good in writing also, *sometimes, might be bit slow also~ hehe xp
but from his action, really can feel that his love is so big, so warm, so sweet;
sweet enough to keep me smile when I am sad,
warm enough to keep me warm when I am shevering in cold.

I just feel safe whenever with him.
feel like there is nothing more important when he is beside.
he let me be like a baby when with him...
and he will take care of me very well, always~

although his hand is aching after exercise, he still hug me when I am sleep,
although his chest is aching after exercise, he still allow me to sleep on him big warm chest.
for the whole night....
is really warm n nice to sleep in his big warm hug, but.. somehow.....
I still worried that I m making his hand n chest more painful~ n he always said "I am fine" dunno is real or not? did he lie???

with all of what boyfie did for this pass 3 month, the feeling is getting stronger and stronger day by day,
till... a moment, I had started scared to lose him, scared he will slip away from me. How??
think too much! >o<


all right, enough with dilemma....... come to picca time! ta daaaaa~
handmade cookies and cupcake from oppa~


muackss!!!!! <3 he look so shocked in tis pic! LOL


ok, till here tis time!

pssss....... I really do enjoy every day, every moment with my boyfie!
is just feel soo lovely~ love is in the air~ lalalalalalalalalalala~



love,



Tuesday, March 6, 2012

He bring me SMILE

He , Oppa, always know how to cheer me up when I am down.... when I am frown...

I am super duper sleepy and stress!

when I feel everything is so grey, so down, so colorless.....
when I am stress.......

If he know, he will always appear in front of my college front gate with ice-cream!
ice-cream which is full with color,
ice-cream which is so sweet and colorful,
ice-cream which is full with rich choc , sweet strawberry and a creamy cookies cream,
a sweet stuff to cheer me up!
or rephrase it, he always buy me lotsa of sweet stuff, I think....
is to keep my world sweet enough??

when I complain, he will always listen, just listen, and stay beside me,
hold my hand, smile and me and told me " don't worry, everything gonna be ok~ "
that what he always said... well is a common simple word, but... just that is enough for me...
all I want just an accompany, an ear, a big shoulder, a warm hand to calm me down...
and a smile to hang my mouth up right again~

Sometimes , for me, he do look serious... or... some time.. look fierce..(o.O)
but when he smile... look like a lil cute hamster or maybe Guinea pig!! hehe~
he play with me, let me be a child running around him, playing like a crazy kido~
and he didn't complain and play together with me~ hahax!
lovely???


Just playing some crazy samurai move with Oppa~ 

thanks Oppa for always bright up my day,

well......that all for today...
gonna back to assignment,


Love,

My Oppa is back!!

I am so happy that he is finally back to Malaysia! didn't meet him for 2 week d!


and...... he bought me a lot and a lot of present! I love everything...
well... if not mistaken.... sweet, candy and choc occupy bout 80% right?? he always wanna keep my world sweet~ also exposed me to obesity and high diabetic risk! argh~  falling in dilemma~

I love candies of cause, which gals doesn't love sweet stuff? but I hate fat~ especially people like me... I am easy to gain weight! (plus... I am so busy with all my project and assignment recently, couldn't find time for exercise! Gosh! kill me! )

this is wat my oppa gave to me~
yup, Long Champ bag from Paris!! and a nice bracelet~ ♥    
always wanted a Long Champ bag, thanks babe boyfie bought it for me~ ^^

spend a weekend together, I spend all my assignment times with him, my leaders gonna kill me!!! hahahhaa....
that y, I am still awake now... rushing for my assignment!
who care? I think the time I had spend is worth! it worth all~ cause I has a sweet weekend!!


and oppa make me a lovely lunch too~ simply but sweet and warm! ♥ 
He is cooking.. and me? haha... Playing around~ ♥ 
Then after lunch, there is a dessert! my long waited Macaroons!!!! I always wanted to try! and finally~ yay!!!!
it taste really nice! luv it soooo much~
beside this... there are still have......
curios..... how will the choc look like???
look nice?? haha.. but I didn't eat that.. am too full that time~ just took pica~
see... isn't that he is trying to make me look like fat fat hippo??? argh!!!! I love it! but I hate fat! anyways???? *I am tooo lazy~ *always gimme lotsa excuses! =.=


Oppa, oppa, hardly called him like that.....just once in a while....am I really bad?    :P
is getting 2 month now.... and I just hardly can resist love from oppa anymore... so warm n so sweet... I always ask myself to be control and be awake and be rational ~ but... all, everything he does make me fall into so much dilemma~ haha~
although sometimes, he did something that I hardly can understand, sometimes, somethings I really don't like... but all his love, make me so drowsy~ *.* just like the feeling to all candies, sweet, and choc... I love them~ but sometimes.... u know~
awwwwww............

can't believe.....I actually just spend sometimes.. writing out all this sweeties sweetie thinggy... laughing alone at here... feel kinda stupid and dumb~

is late, gonna go now... i still haven done my stuff.. my leader is gonna slaughter me nicely tomorrow @.@
wish me luck!

love,

Thursday, March 1, 2012

这个字,累就是这几天的空头衔~
真的真的好累~

他这几天都一直有打电话给我,而我,因为忙,累,都很少接电话。
就算接了电话,也是短短的几句,
有点点过意不去,因为他从法国打来哦,而我却很自私的管自己的事,
我是啦,我是自私的大笨蛋~

可是,
我真的好累啊~
因为我真的好累,所有的力气用在课业上,剩下的时间;
我就只想窝在我的被子里,用我的熊熊跟三眼怪,把自己包起来;或,
想就这样静静的窝在他温暖的怀抱里,不想讲话,不想动,就这的,休息着。
只因为,我真的很累。



这就是我,累到个程度,课余的时间就是我完全封闭自己的时间。
就用我的方法,放松。(而不是,去逛街,和聊天)

天啊,着一切,几时才结束???