I don't know what is in my mind again~

yup... insomnia...
or maybe due to the cafe latte i drank just now??

too much things in mind....
too much till feel like I cant really digest it......

boyfie said try don't think about it...

but...

when I know we goona walk to the future there is things that we have to face....

well.... do you all know is A LOTS??????!!!!

is so freaking lots!!!

and the more I think... the more I scared he will leave~

totally live in a terrify world now....

always have this negative thinking...

is not I am negative...

Is just I am thinking realistic.....

too realistic... till.... I know what will going to happen...

cause me and boyfie is totally from different world.....and coincidently we meet... and the love just spark...

I cant do anything... but just be brave... or maybe " act BRAVE"

walk it through! pray hard......

I do hope this relationship will have a happy ending~

I change.... so much...

I cant belive I change so much because of a Korean guy....

I used to just listen English song... n dun accept kpop song at all.. Now... all my i-tune is full with korean song.. I am opening Kpop Billboard to search for Korean song.

I used to don't understand why my fren is learning Korean n trying to understand all the alien word... Now.. I am trying to speak n write with it.

I used to don't watch any korean drama.. Now.. I watch Korean drama like all my Kpop fans friend....

I used to do all the thing by myself... decide by myself.... like a wild horse... running around like nobody business... Now... is all because of him..... I change....

Sometimes... is so confusing... that...... is not the previous me anymore......

Now... He is saying....

I am loving him... way too much..........

so, what next? what should I do now?