yup... insomnia...
or maybe due to the cafe latte i drank just now??
too much things in mind....
too much till feel like I cant really digest it......
boyfie said try don't think about it...
but...
when I know we goona walk to the future there is things that we have to face....
well.... do you all know is A LOTS??????!!!!
is so freaking lots!!!
and the more I think... the more I scared he will leave~
totally live in a terrify world now....
always have this negative thinking...
is not I am negative...
Is just I am thinking realistic.....
too realistic... till.... I know what will going to happen...
cause me and boyfie is totally from different world.....and coincidently we meet... and the love just spark...
I cant do anything... but just be brave... or maybe " act BRAVE"
walk it through! pray hard......
I do hope this relationship will have a happy ending~
