grief.......

Today class is so meaningful to me....the tutor teach us how to face the situation, what to do if the situation really come.... and also explain why patient will have that sort of emotion.... +with a nice music along the lectures....feel so warm...and touch...

  The tutor really put me in the situation.... i follow with what i wrote in the pieces of paper, i lost upper limb... i lost my bf.... and the things or person i have in my hand is my violin, my mom, and......he.....could i survive that time?? could i really face it? i think if i am that situation, i would isolated myself.... for century?? i love my hand, i draw, i play violin, i write, i do my job with it.....nobody would like to face this.....hmmmm.... really salute to those who are in this situation....

sometimes, feel like we really so greedy, we always not appreciate with what we have, we are born perfectly, beautiful human being.....but we always want for more and more..... how bout people who are not as perfect as us?? do we really think about it???

include me, i am not that good, sometimes i may have my bad side, although i really don't want the situation like that, but.... the mouth just can't held it.... all the bullet and arrow just coming out.....
Sorry, for those people if i really left a hold in their heart....

is right, we should grief when we really are.... hold it?? i think is a bad idea.... just cry, guy or women, boy or gals, it doesn't matter.... TEARS just help us to wash aways the bad things and will lead to happiness..... or calmness......

Maybeis better to let it end like this~

no more sweet times, just quarrel, just waiting....... everytimes also cant suit each other timing... that is nothing i can do.... maybe, just have to let it go....is better for u and me right?
you have your life, i have mine...
is really two different world....
you never understand mine.... and so as I...