A Heart melting song

Just found out this song from my fren's side. It is a very meaning song for me.... ( I means it is nice and really meaningful)

Well, after I listen it, I was thinking.... What if next time my love one sing this to me( and he really mean that )....awww..... my heart really will melt * hahaha.... just a second of sweet thought.... well... before that happen, I have to really find one who really love me right??? * funny me~

The song is from Chris Medina-What Are Words * let listen to the song.


I love the lyric, love the song.... it just touch my heart, cause the lyric are so strong.

What Are Words

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll bet there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

How every single promise I keep

Cause what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words 

If you really don't mean them

When you say them 

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't 

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I'm meant to be where I am

And I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good time

Then they don't 

When it's love

Yeah, you day them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we are gone

Anywhere you go, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I keep

Cause what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Wao.... I am really will day dreaming all day long bout this song and some love story action.... hahahahahah

is sweet... :)

Hmmm.... Just remember something....

Somebody did told me, Action is always bigger than words... the fren does not believe in promise, but from here....

What actually are words if you doesn't mean it? A action is always come from words right?

Don't say any words out if you can't do it... it's always apply to everything...( cause I really don't like peepal who brake promises, I seems a lotz.....that sad....) 

But, the other way, at hospital area, I also saw lotz patient's love one, they stay beside, and they just be there,support their love one whatever it is... isn't that sweet, warm and lovely? These is not a scene that anyone and see it at anywhere...

* every time I see these, prove to me that,  Love does exist, and no matter how the situation is, it is so pure and great to keep everyone around warm from the deep inside *

At here, wish every couple around me appreciate their partner, be a lovely couple and do what as the song is... * wink* 

Love,

End of my big day~

Ola~
Great day!!!!
I have a wonderful birthday this year! I am really happy~
Thanks everyone wishes and to those who celebrating with me ~
Love you all much! xoxoxo

Love from,

Is my BIG day!

Hi,

Today is my Birthday! Just make quick sharing,
As everyone know, it is my birthday and also is my mummy suffer day, well.... I am the 1st child, that make it more difficult and more painful when come to process of labour ( the process of pushing me out and bringing me come to this world)

Starting of pregnancy, she have to suffer the process of carrying lil me in her tummy, the tummy will grow bigger and bigger,then as the tummy become heavier, my mummy will suffer backache if she did not use proper body mechanic( proper position to carry things around), n u know, I am Malaysian Chinese, that make more difficult, cause that lotz traditional rules ( what we call " pantang larang " ) to follow as my grandma is a very traditional mind old lady~

What next? hmmm.... if my mummy doesn't have lot Calcium that time, she might suffer leg cramp all the time or while sleeping. and u all know, every pregnant women suffer from morning sickness... ( man....I saw it, it look really suffer )mummy can't eat, lost of appetite, feel like vomit all the time........and that alotz!!!! Ask ur mom! Mummy will tell u~

Just want to write this blog to thanks to my great mummy to bring me come to this world,
Thank you Mom! Love you!


Ok, lets see some video I found frm you tube, that tell the clearer picture of process of labour....

Every mummy are really great to bring their child come to this world, let give all mummy a big clap!

okie... gonna sleep now.. I am still working tomorrow( that that sad part)

Wish me have a good day tomorrow... ( but I know tomorrow will be a very tired + busy day for me! cause I am alone in that department to work!!!!! Damn!!! )

Alright... till here... gtg
Love,

1st time Scrub in Operation Theater

Eloooozzz~ 

new hair style in uniform, Do I look weird??

Today let talk about my experience in Operation Theater. How come I will enter there? well that is my practical posting, I was assign to operation theater for 2 week, and... today is my 5th day in theater.

well.... as everyone know, is scare to see all the bloody scene appear in front of ur eye, same as me! 1st day I saw the operation, the first thing I tell myself " man, I muz take good care of myself!  coz all the cases of operation look soooooo pain!!!!! "

Ok... let talk bout my special experience today, cause not everybody have a chance to scrub in to assist doctor in theater, and today I am the lucky one! * boy~ I am really realllllyyy lucky! or....... other way.... bad luck!* hahahahah~

Before enter theater to assist, we have to scrub our hand. ( surgeon, assistant nurses, instrument nurse-nurse who in-charge of all the operation equiqment)
I never learn to scrub my hand before, so this is the 1st time! sooooo nervous... n plus.... Operation Theather( OT) temperature is soooo freaking LOW!!! so cold... n my hand just trembling .
How to scrub hand?well, I don't think I will talk at here this time... but is really painful ( for me, or maybe for 1st timer)

 this is the brush I use to scrub my hand!

this is how I look like in OT, can't take my own piz, cause we are not allow to bring camera in due to rules and regulation ~

The sister in-charge do teach my how to scrub my hand, wear sterile gown and wear sterile glove in the correct way.( for 1st-time, I think I was doing bit slow... but I did it correctly * phew, was actually take a big breath after I done! )

Step into theater, there is CN( charge nurses-nurse who is more knowledgeable and experience) at there to guide me, n I was standing just beside the surgeon! wow! all I can hear is alll my massive heartbeat! ( coz is first time I stand that close to an operation!!! )

in OT, I did not do much thing, cause I am still new and I am just a student nurse ( cause if anything went wrong, there is BIG responsible! ) , so I just follow the instruction CN given to me, follow the surgeon learn the anatomy of that particular organ operation .( what Operation?I will talk it at my next blog~ )

is alotz of new thing I learn today, let me summarize up myself.. then I will share out.
okie peeepal~ let the blog end at here today, is sooo late now..... gonna rest cause I am working tomorrow!
Nitez~

Love,

Dont feel like going to work today~

I am tired!!! can I don't go to work today! ahhhhh!!!!!!
so so so tired! just feel like sleeping for the whole day long! * lazy me!!!!*

Trip to Tropical Spice Garden

Olaaaaa~

Let talk about my Tropical Spice Garden Penang Trip! I love that trip sooooooo much!
cause is so fresh, so wonderful to have a breath of fresh greenish air after a long time living in all the concrete jungle, facing all pollution, smoking area.... ( bluek! that I hate the most!! ** some time, I wish I can just live in jungle, with my love one and enjoy all the time together, cause that is too much of realistic, too materialistic,  in this concrete world,making all people so complicated! Don't u think so??? well~ think that living in jungle, is a most simple happy life for me that I always wish for!! sound like I want to be a girl Tarsan!!! aeeeeeeaaaaaaaoooooooOO~~~~ hahahahahah! * wink*  )

Alright, back to the topic, is all about my trip after all~
I am using my fren's( Th'ng)  camera to take all the wonderful pizie, love it so much! ( Th'ng, if u read this, really thank you so so so much! ) awwwww~ was thinking when I only can get myself a camera~ haiz~ T.T

ok ok.... come back here and check out my lovely pizie! wakaka....

the begin of our wonderful trip with McD breakfast!

Yean & Th'ng

I look so tired, cause I didn't sleep well last few day~ haha

This is the tour guide's sticker they provide, we are going in the garden with a well experience tour guide, well is not that expensive. It cost RM 18 pax for student price, Normal adult price is RM 22 pax. and the tour guide really give us a good , interesting lecturer about all spices, bout it function, and its history , I love this part *wink*

our tour guide

ok, come back to our lovely pizie~

cat whisker

the big leave is from Pokok Payung

Lemon grass

know what is this flower???

is spice appear in our Penang Famour Laksa! but after is bloom up as flower, it cannot use as spices anymore~

lovely perfume garden!

 

that all the sign board along the road, so that u won't get lost :)

we found this big crown flower in mid of road~

another big sign board

they have cooking school also :)

even the toilet is so lovely also... hahaha

There is also lovely restaurant! enojy our early morning tea at there... I love the spice tea! is so nice and calm~ awwww.... how nice I can have it every morning to bright up my day~

the preparation part~

I love this spot! wish I can have dinner with my lovely dream guy~

warm spice tea with a mini jug of sugar
it cost around RM 8.90

have stir with Cinnamon stick to have it nice scent~

3 fren's with 3 different cup of tea~ Yean is having spice coffee, Th'ng is spice tea with  condense milk.

After tea, we having lot of photo session again~ wakakakaka

this is the last pix of our lovely trip~ 

Hope everyone love my pizie~
Love,

say HI to my New Hair style!

hello..... is seems so long I didn't update my blog, was crash with something in my hometown >,<

okie.... here is the interesting part! I cut my hair!
phew.... I really take out lot and lot of courage to do this! cause I really trying very hard to keep it long!
what make me cut it???? that based on TONES of  reasonssssssss!
( 1st, cause split end , 2nd cause I need some booster for a new kick start, 3rd try my look......4th,... bla bla bla....is lot of reasons... )


I have a quite interesting holiday, is very interesting... lots of things happen, good or bad things...hmmmm, whatever it is......consider as it also a positive growth for myself...I did learn something from all of these...
What it is???? is all about how I face myself and carry myself in the future...( add some WOW effect at here... haha... )  :)

In my annual leave, I did visit some interesting places, one of it is....  Tropical Spice Garden. Is so wonderful and it seems like a wonderland for me, cause I love natural garden, I do wish someday in the future I can own a villa at some quiet, beautiful, greenish environment, keep away from all those smoke and pollution area.... I wish everyday I wake up will have a breeze of fresh air~ aww...... nice isn't it??? alright, this I will keep the piz to my next blog.( stay tuned k? )

this blog, is all about my hair!!!!!
let see.... this is before....

after hair cut..... here come my freaking short hair.....ta~ da~ ( pls add sound effect)......

I do hear lot comment from my frenz at hostel, some positive.... some negative......
so....
HOW DO I LOOK????
can I have some comment here???

love,