Thursday, February 4, 2010

moody... just same as the weather.....

 Recently so many thing happen.... my family, my relationship.....
is like nearly take my breath away.... and nearly make me want to give up what i have now and go back Penang.What a stupid idea i had right?
  
  Luckily, this friend, she hold me back... just knew that, actually i had quite a lot of good friends here... Maybe last time i was get blind or get block by something and didn't realize their appearance.That show how stupid i m. I do cry, cry until like i never cry before! and the result is... big big swallen eye on the next day! haha~


 cry?? i know, the tear i drop just will make me stronger.


ya, last time i was wrong to manage my family. now i know what i should do, is stress,is not a time for me to hide inside my blanket anymore! what to do? still have to remember i am the eldest and i have to help to support the family.. have to bring joyfulness to my dearest cute sibling! i never want them have the same way i had been through! cause, i love you all! no matter how naughty you all! hehex!


My super duper complicated relationship??i m trying to let go..... yet, myself already know that nothing i can do to safe this... perhaps... this annual leave, i will spend all my times with my family.... cause... since he appear, i got long time did not company my family de....my valentine? that maybe would be my younger brother! haha!


the coming road.... hope it will be smooth....give me a break.... charging first... then only face all challenges again....please please please.......



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