Recently so many thing happen.... my family, my relationship.....
is like nearly take my breath away.... and nearly make me want to give up what i have now and go back Penang.What a stupid idea i had right?
Luckily, this friend, she hold me back... just knew that, actually i had quite a lot of good friends here... Maybe last time i was get blind or get block by something and didn't realize their appearance.That show how stupid i m. I do cry, cry until like i never cry before! and the result is... big big swallen eye on the next day! haha~
cry?? i know, the tear i drop just will make me stronger.
ya, last time i was wrong to manage my family. now i know what i should do, is stress,is not a time for me to hide inside my blanket anymore! what to do? still have to remember i am the eldest and i have to help to support the family.. have to bring joyfulness to my dearest cute sibling! i never want them have the same way i had been through! cause, i love you all! no matter how naughty you all! hehex!
My super duper complicated relationship??i m trying to let go..... yet, myself already know that nothing i can do to safe this... perhaps... this annual leave, i will spend all my times with my family.... cause... since he appear, i got long time did not company my family de....my valentine? that maybe would be my younger brother! haha!
the coming road.... hope it will be smooth....give me a break.... charging first... then only face all challenges again....please please please.......
