Saturday, August 27, 2011

Do I still choose to believe?

The first time I am believing...the first person.... he leaved.
Leaved 5 of us behind..... and all of us trying to stand up with the pain he had left for us.
He took away my dream, my happiness, my family......

and it took me quite some time to stand up and to gather back all my broken glass.....

Now.... as time pass......
there was relationship that I believe that it will work, but till the end the is nothing.... vanish~
No matter how hard I tried, things just won't work out....what i gain? tears and thousand of broken pieces from my heart!

Some day, a person just asked me,
:" Samantha,  after all of these things happen in ur family, do u still believe in LOVE? do u still believe in MARRIAGE??"

my answered?? " NO, I do not believe! "
I am tired of believing. Ya, it might make me look like a kite flying in a windy evening/ storm.....without string that control it.... for now, it might still flying high up at sky, but everyone knows,  after sometimes.... if nobody appear and grab the string tight enough... the kite will fall into ground and brake into pieces.


if there anyone will appear and prove all of these wrong? and just grab the string on time before the kite fall??
is all about timing, right??

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