After this short relationship end...
I think is a suitable time to look into myself and ask myself what do I want?
Do I feel lonely? yes, I do. There is just some emptiness deep in my heart; but what to do? life still keep going, i have to step up and keep myself stronger enough to face to challenge in my life.
Looking all lovely couple around me, I do jealous, yet I am glad for all my friend.. cause they are happy and lovely with the correct right man :) keep going my friends!
Is already pass 1 and a half month, I am trying to get used to it, with no accompany when I am sad, no accompany to crap long long story before sleep ... ...and the is no one to find when I feel l feel to...my phone just so quiet, haven been like this for a long time... :/
But,
I am not regret, cause I am doing a right choice, and thanks for all my friend around me accompany me for this period.. they make me laugh, put smile on my face again, they protect me... and talk with me... and they support me!! just realize after for so long times.... they really are good friends :)
How am i doing so far? is still trying to get used with single life! Is a not bad life after all, I can decided where I want to go, what I want to do, without inform and discuss with anyone....is good right?? is cool!
Passed this period... I grade myself: 60%
I can over come all of this better!
yes,keep going~ i believe u can make it much better as well~ u sure can over come all this~ coz u r sam wat~ right? anyway,always be there wth u~ ^^
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